"He seems a good man for you. A strong, loving guy who could make a hot sexy husband one day I bet."
Bjorn nudged Ziggy's sides playfully as he downed his drink and then proceeded to fill it up with Aquavit, also replenishing Ziggy's empty glass too. Having someone like Rekker made the Swede think about him constantly because he was so different to anyone he'd ever been with. Angry, emotional but also someone who came with issues and baggage that most would just walk away from. Bjorn would not, no matter how hard it got between them.
"Rekker is a soft, sweet man underneath all the grouchy ginger bastard exterior. I fucking love him. He teaches young disadvantaged kids guitar and singing lessons back at his mansion studio. He's strong and I love his huge arms and his ginger hair."
"We've talked about it. He'd be a good husband and a good father. I've seen him with my sister."
Ziggy was proud of Mick and how far he'd come, as well as how he lived with so many struggles for so long. He deserved love and a happy live.
"Would you ever marry him?" Ziggy couldn't help but turn the question around, especially with what he was feeling coming off the Swede as he spoke. Ziggy liked the fact that there was so much love and affection around constantly. It helped buffer him against the outside and the negative emotions from others.
"Most? Shit." Ziggy took a long drink to think about this question. "I love that he is forgiving and always willing to keep going and keep trying. Physically, his eyes and his chest. I don't think I've ever seen him wear a shirt. Snow outside and no shirt."
He was exaggerating a little but it sure felt like it. "What do you love most about Rekker?"
"You have a sister too? That's cute. I have Hans and he's my older protective brother. Sometimes a little too overprotective because he likes to be stoic and strong which he is just---Hans is sometimes overbearing. Brothers!"
Bjorn giggled drunkenly and then filled up his glass once more taking large gulps. He knew he was going to get trashed this way but then he didn't want it any other way. At least he didn't have far to stumble towards the bed once he needed to pass out. Ziggy's question got the singer staring for a moment or two.
"Oh, honey that's---I don't know. I've never thought about marrying anyone before since I've never been serious with anybody. Not like this. But Rekker he's---well, he's different. I can't put my finger on it but I love him. So, maybe?"
The Swede shrugged a little but then found himself glancing over to where Rekker slept. Marrying him? Fuck. That was serious and something he hadn't even thought about but Ziggy might be right. Should he get married somewhere down the line? Offer Rekker a solid future? It might help.
"He does have a hot chiselled chest. No shirt even outside in the cold? Kinky boy. Maybe he liked a bit of stinging pain on his nipples."
"And an older twin, Jack." Ziggy giggled and shook his head. "My older brother is protective but he also gets into shit so dangerous I think he needs someone to be protective of him." Well, Jack did have that now that Ziggy thought on it. A literal guardian angel.
Ziggy was drinking heavily but he followed Bjorn's gaze to the man sleeping in the bed. He got caught up in watching the rise and fall of Rekker's sleeping breath and could feel it, the link between the two, the way they attached like vines slowly tangling around each other. There was also the pit of dark sadness inside Rekker, like oily quicksand when the Anthean felt it there. It worried him and he wondered how the ginger kept himself from going under all the time.
"Your relationship is new." Ziggy finally broke away from the darkness in Bjorn's lover. "Just don't do what Mick and I did and wait so long you regret that you didn't say or do something."
Ziggy got caught up in Mick's mortality sometimes, the loss that would come but Rekker was older and had tried to die. The whole thing made Ziggy feel ill at ease, more now than it had in the past when he met Rekker the first couple times. Maybe that was because he felt for Bjorn, the position he was in or the loss he might some day feel.
Bjorn's words got him laughing though and drinking again. "I lay awake next to him and can't stop touching his chest sometimes. I don't know about pain. Maybe I should nip his nipples sometime?" Ziggy grinned in a way that would show off his little fangs but now his mind was on very dirty things. The way the trashy singer yanked him out of his dark thoughts though brought his mind back to the guitarist in the bed. Maybe this was a good thing, if Bjorn did the same thing for Rekker.
"An older brother too? Hans doesn't get into dangerous shit since that's more me. He tells me off when I get too wild and end up drunk in the gutter. I'm not as bad as I used to be now I've got Rekker but I've woken up not knowing where the fuck I am and who the fuck is next to me."
The problems associated with sleeping around, partying hard and choosing risque company. Bjorn just liked to live the glam lifestyle and enjoy himself no matter the consequences because he was reckless. Naive and young? Hans had often used those words to describe his younger brother.
"Yeah, it is new. Really fucking new, honey. We had an argument then a meltdown in an elevator shaft now this. The world is a weird fucking place let me tell you."
Taking a few gulps of drink Bjorn was then thinking about Ziggy's words and was then giggling about Mick. Oh, that boy would be in for some good times! Rekker would too because the Swede loved to rake his nails down that pale skin. Biting sometimes too. The Brit loved it.
"I bet Ronno would love his nipples bitten. Does he go in for having his balls nibbled too? A lot of guys like that."
"My twin is the leader of a gang." Ziggy laughed because it might sound, no it did sound crazy to say out loud sometimes. "I used to be that way too. I think more than one of us were." He looked down at his drink thoughtfully and then smiled. "When I found out about Hunter and Gilly, it felt right to bring in other bands, like I was supposed to and I can't help feeling like I pulled all these lost people in to find something they didn't have. I know that sounds fucking weird but it's what I feel and I feel like that is important for the people watching us to see. All these crazy fucking weird people, happy, strong, in love. It feels important."
Ziggy had no idea why he was telling Bjorn this in the moment but that too felt right. He downed his drink and shrugged while wondering what the singer might make of it.
"The world is unpredictable all the fucking time." Ziggy shook his head looking between Bjorn and his sleeping lover. "I had a hundred guitarists try out and I had all but given up on finding anyone. I was ready to go on and just be the guitarist in the band myself then Mick strolls in the fucking door right when I was going to tell the producer I gave up."
Ziggy was thinking about Mick running away, chasing him. The arguments and the way the tried to ignore each other for years. It was madness.
"Is that what you do with your hot Brit?" Ziggy giggled pushing any darkness away. "Do you ever just stroke and kiss all over his arms? They're fucking hot, like Mick's." Ziggy could get into some dirty talk with the right person and it would definitely go to places that would embarrass Mick, probably. "His inner thighs or biting down his stomach before sucking him. It makes him moan like a whore."
"A gang? What sort of gang do you mean? Like a group of kids sort of thing or drugs, drink and moving things around kind of deal? I once slept with this guy who was in a gang of prostitutes. Actually, come to think of it, he was a prostitute. An escort. Sometimes he dressed in drag but mostly he came across as a glam singer. He didn't tell me he moved heroin through the streets until after he fucked me."
Hans had been mortified to learn that about his brother sleeping with a gang member who moved heroin and sometimes weapons. The streets were often a dangerous place and Bjorn was innocent in some regards, just seeing people at face value. A few drinks, a couple of snorts of coke and he was in bed with them. That part worried Hans and Blixt combined since the singer was far too easy.
"Hunter is a good man. My brother and him used to be together which you probably already know. Then, the overdose happened and---"
Bjorn cut off not wanting to think about his brother on his near death bed in the back of a fucking ambulance. It was bad. The singer had been driven to drink more and take more drugs, mixing them and allowing it to spiral out of control because of that. Taking dangerous amounts because he couldn't deal emotionally.
---yeah. Just, let's not talk about that, honey. We came to drink so---let's get trashed!"
The Swede often used drink or drugs as his emotional crux which he was doing now, filling up yet again and downing the whole thing near in one. He felt the alcohol warm his body and help his mind forget any pain. It was cute about Mick though finding Ziggy and the band when he did. Fuck the world what they thought!
"It's cute Mick found you like that. With Rekker, he likes to be scratched, bitten and is rough in bed. Maybe I should bite his inner thighs and see if he likes it. Ronno screams like a whore? I can imagine. Do you use cock rings or toys on him?"
Of course the conversation was delving ever deeper into the gutter.
"Prostitution, drugs, fighting the government. It's not some gang of kids." Ziggy laughed and smiled. "Zack's boy with the long hair is the leader of my brother's militia." Ziggy shrugs. "My brother is like me but more masculine."
Ziggy reached across the table and took Bjorn's hand, in comfort and understanding. "I know. Something similar happened to my father." It wasn't exactly the same, the pressures were different but the rails he went off were the same. Drugs, drink, to forget what was crushing down on him.
He pulled away to take another drink and giggle. "He must be like a fucking bull in bed from the marks you're leaving on his back." Ziggy had noticed and just laughed more, girly and almost coy. " You scream like a whore too. Nothing wrong with it. That just means you're getting what you need." Ziggy screamed too when Mick got a hold of him the right way. Everyone got loud sometimes, or all the time. "We've messed around with them but honestly, we usually get so ready to go that we forget to do anything else."
"All that? Shit, that's a lot, honey. Your brother sounds like a tough boy. Zack? He's the shy cute drummer my guitarist has been speaking too lately. Around the same age as Ulrik. His boyfriend is hot the one with the long hair. Those legs he's got on him too!"
Damien's legs hadn't gone unnoticed on the Swede who saw how tall he was. An inch taller than Hans and about the same, or near to Aarne. The boy was lanky as fuck but hot and sexy. Perfect for that cute little drummer boy in Viktor's band. Taking another long drink, the singer sympathised with Ziggy regarding his father. Fuck. Tom had taken an OD too?
"Shit. That's rough, babe. Sorry to hear your old man OD'd. The world is a piece of fucking shit sometimes."
He reached over to hold Ziggy's hand squeezing briefly before letting go. It was odd because none of the drinks were chilled yet the red head's hand was quite cool. Maybe he was just cold.
"I do scream like a whore because I'm Rekker's private one. He loves that I am. I bet Ronno loves a good cock sucking. Ever fucked in the dressing room? I bet he's a kinky bastard who loves to whip it out in public."
"You should talk to him when he's around. Jack's a good person. He looks out for a lot of people and he could talk any of us under the table when it comes to dirty shit."
Jack had experience and no shame. Sometimes he and Ziggy ended up in tears, laughing as they tried to out think each other in the dirty department. "Damien's sweet but he'll tear someone apart. I heard he pulled a gun on some guys over Zack."
Which isn't surprising at all to Ziggy. Damien was strung out tight, like a wire ready to snap sometimes. It was a side effect of where they lived. Ziggy though was focused on holding Bjorn's hand. "He had a rough mission, his last one as an astronaut, and coming back caused too much stress and pressure." Nevermind all the things Ziggy couldn't mention about coming back for his father.
"I fucked him in a store changing room once." Ziggy starts laughing. "Gilly walked in on us and the look on his face. They didn't know we were together yet and it caused some shit but his expression is one of the funniest things I've ever seen." Ziggy nodded over at the bed. "How about him? What's he like to get into with you?"
"Jack? Yeah, I should. He sounds a decent kind of boy and one to have around when the shit goes down. Damien has a gun? Fuck! I didn't know that about him even though he looks pretty tough. I bet he could kick a fucker into oblivion too with those fucking long legs of his."
The Brit drummer was lucky to have such a man at his back. Zack, was so shy and Bjorn had picked this up when he tried talking to him for the first time. Didn't he sort of hide behind his long curls? Was he intimidated by the loud Swedish singer? Perhaps. Bjorn was pretty in your face for most.
"Your old man is tough too. A real gentleman too because he seems the type to be a hero and stuff. His friend, Robert? He's a cute old guy too and he's dating Erik that cute dark-haired guitarist. They're sweet together too. I bet Erik gets stuffed with that massive cock of Robert's every night."
Bjorn giggled, now very drunk and spouting filth as usual. As for Mick and Ziggy fucking in a changing booth? Fuck yeah! He loved it and cracked open another bottle, filling both their glasses up. Gilly, that tarty drummer? He'd get on with Lars. Or not? If they tarted at each other then it would end up being a bitchy tart fight.
"Gilly? He's cute. Dating Hunter, isn't he? Lars, my drummer, is a fucking tart too. I haven't fucked Rekker in a public place yet but I want to! Just to fuck people off more than anything."
"Vars, my father, and Robert all carry too." Ziggy knew why each of them had a gun and trusted them all to only use it when absolutely necessary. He didn't like violence but he understood why they needed to.
"My dad is strong and keeps everyone in line." Ziggy can remember various band members getting a talking to over time. "They are sweet together." Ziggy grinned. "From the sounds I hear, I imagine a big cock runs in the family."
Ziggy almost burst into giggles. This was fun and he downed more drink. "Lars and Gilly are either good friends or about to scratch each others' eyes out." That was what Ziggy saw in them anyway.
"Where would you want to fuck him?" Ziggy asked and then smiled. "Mick always wanted to on stage and we did that once. It was insane."
Bjorn nodded, knowing why the bodyguards of the group needed to carry guns and weapons on them especially going into strange new cities and guarding world famous rock stars. It was a cut-throat world out there. At the big cock remark the Swede giggled and drank some more of his drink. Fuck, he was getting drunk fast.
"A big cock? I bet that cute guitarist loves getting pounded by Rekker's brother every night. He acts all sensible and quiet but I bet Robert is a beast in bed."
That only brought on more laughing as the singer drained his glass and pushed some of his bleached hair back from his face. As for his own hot older man? Well, Rekker was fucking hot and had a big cock too.
"The tarts might fight and I know Hunter will have to break them up if they do. Fuck if I'm getting involved in that. Uh oh---good question, babe. Anywhere? Up against a wall in a library? That would seriously piss everyone off and it would be fucking hot as hell."
Bjorn's eyes went wide when he heard what Ziggy said about Mick and himself.
"Fuck! You did? Live on fucking air? That takes guts, honey. I love it! Was Mick nice and hard for you?"
Ziggy giggled. "It sounds like you get an ass pounding too." But the giggles faded to something more serious. "I've known Rekker for awhile and whatever you two have, he seems less burdened."
Ziggy couldn't tell Bjorn exactly what he knew because of his empathy but he felt the difference in the ginger. Ziggy refilled Bjorn's glass feeling good about the two people his father was closest to finding stability and affection.
"Weird's good at shutting up the tarts." Ziggy knew that from the day they met. The man had a way of shutting Gilly down with a word. "What makes the library hot?"
Ziggy was openly curious, as side from the obvious way the noise would carry in such a quiet space.
"Mick snaps sometimes." Ziggy mentions before finishing his drink and pouring another. "Our country is oppressive and he spent, both of us spent, a long time ignoring each other. I think it was hard on him, a lot harder than it was on me because I was never taught th social norms. My parents.. homeschooled me so I didn't pick up all the shit that comes from social interactions."
"I fucking do, babe. All the time and the ginger bastard can't keep his hands off me. It's so fucking hot. They're big hands too like Ronno's are. I've seen the way he puts his hands around your waist and holds your hand. It's adorable."
Bjorn took the newly refilled glass and swallowed some more booze, feeling it slip down his throat like water. Fuck, it was good to socialise with people like Ziggy. He was a fucking riot! Weird? Wasn't he the quiet bassist who didn't say anything? Weird in name and action.
"Weird is your bassist isn't he? Quiet boy with long sideburns. Gloria seems to like them though. Has he ever slugged some fuck head in the face for insulting you or tarty Gilly? I can guess he would be the type to tell Gilly to shut the fuck up if he tarted at people."
As for Mick? Bjorn nodded. He could guess that about the guitarist since he seemed shy and softly spoken when not drunk. But the Swede guessed he was angry and fucked off with the world underneath his soft green eyes and boyish exterior. The whole fucking world could piss off sometimes.
"Ronno seems the type of boy to snap at shit when it fucks him off. I don't blame him. He's fucking hot though and has a nice ass. But Rekker's is all mine."
"Ronno is like that, can't keep his fucking hands off me either. It's hot as hell." Ziggy nodded. "It always makes me feel so feminine when he wraps his arms around me." Ziggy had that dreamy sound in his voice that only came from head-over-heels love. "I noticed Rekker picks at you like he's a boy on the playground and you're the girl he's got a crush on."
It had to be said because it was so that way.. the hair pulling and teasing seemed endless but it was always with a huge grin or a laugh. That was sweet and Ziggy felt for the man who had been so despairing a few years ago when they first met.
He nodded in agreement to Weird's identity and then smiled. "One of the best introductions I've done. She's a feisty woman and I've seen her put the punks in line but she has a good heart. I think she's as likely to slug someone in the mouth as he is." It was adorable that they were both quiet, proper people but behind it was someone who'd kick an ass if pushed. "Weird can just look at him and he shuts his mouth."
"Those tight silk pants." Ziggy giggled thinking about them and then nodded. "Rekker's arms are fucking hot. I imagine it's a turn on to be wrapped up in them at night. Mick's arms do the same to me." They both had hot men, and honestly, physically Rekker was Ziggy's type; incredibly masculine and physically affectionate just like Mick. The emotional and mental instability, the personality, those were not his type but he's glad they are Bjorn's type. Everyone deserved to be loved like this.
"It sounds hot as hell, honey. Your Ronno is a fucking hot masculine man with sexy arms and a nice ass. Mine is the same but is taller and is ginger. We both have really sexy boys."
Bjorn loved talking to Ziggy about his man and it seemed the Brit singer loved talking about Ronno too. Nothing kept hidden about their men just how the trashy Swede liked it. He was open about sex so why not talk about hot men? The way Rekker treated Bjorn was very much like a boy in the playground crushing a girl.
"Tight pants can be really fucking sexy. Have you ever wanted Ronno to rip your clothes off in lust? Rekker does that to me. He can't help but rip my clothes off and ravish me sometimes against the nearest hard object or wall."
The Swede drank some more and giggled hard for a good few moments. They really were like girls giggling over their hot men and talking dirty things about them.
"Sexy, hot, protective men with high sex drives.... nothing better." Ziggy giggled while sipping at the new glass of booze. He knew Rekker was sex focused because he could feel it, feel the shift in his mood to eroticism as soon as Bjorn walked into the room. It really was like a switch flipped.
"Rip them off? No, but I do like being put against a wall especially with my back to it and Mick picks me up." That show of strength and lust was something Ziggy definitely enjoyed. "Have you ever rode his lap and made him stroke your cock? When Mick pulls me into his lap like that I know I'm going to be screaming."
And he loved it. Ziggy saw nothing wrong with being open about lust, desire or sexuality. He wasn't about to go into intimate details but expressing what he liked, or didn't like, sexually was no different than talking about food or clothing for the Anthean. It was merely a personal preference. He glanced back over at Rekker curled up under the blankets and smiled.
"He looks like a man who will fuck your brains out and then hold you all night." Ziggy appreciated that about Mick too. Being held gently after sex always felt so good even if Mick's body was so fucking hot it was near uncomfortable sometimes.
"Mick picks you up and fucks you against the wall? That's fucking hot, honey. He's got some good arms on him. I should ride Rekker's lap more often and get him to stroke my cock. That's such a hot idea!"
The blond just giggled and drank some more of his drink, licking his lips as his gaze drifted over to the sleeping ginger. Rekker was often like a grumpy grizzly bear; protective over those he loved and viciously violent over those he hated. He also had a mean temper too.
"Oh, he is, babe. Rekker gets rough too---biting, slapping and he loves pulling my hair too. I rake my nails down his skin and he likes that. What else do you and Mick like doing in bed?"
Bjorn liked this conversation with Ziggy because it was hard to find someone like the red head to talk to considering all the other band members were mostly boys. Ziggy was like a girl you could talk to about hot boys and girly things.
"I'd be surprised to hear he hasn't shoved you against the wall." Ziggy nodded toward the bed. "He seems like the type that would like it." Ziggy had felt that want off the other Brit more than once so assumed he had acted on those impulses at some point.
Ziggy watched how Bjorn looked at Rekker and could feel the emotions. The two of them were so in love with each other and both had such loud emotions. Then he's laughing while trying to take a drink. "I know about the scratching. He comes down in the morning looking like he lost a battle with barbed wire."
And he loved it obviously. Ziggy could feel the satisfaction and happiness when the ginger appeared covered in scratches. Ziggy was definitely more feminine than the others and paused to take a long drink while thinking about Bjorn's question.
Then he got the most devious grin. "When we have to be apart, sometimes we watch each other over video. I got him so hot one time he fell out of the chair he was in." Of course, Ziggy couldn't hold in all the girlish giggles. Mick was adorable when he mucked up something. Maybe other people wouldn't like it but Ziggy found it endearing.
"I want him to. He likes pinning me against things and being rough so I can see this happening."
Bjorn nodded smirking coyly while finishing off his glass of booze and snorting out an amused giggle because this was fucking hilarious! Just talking about Rekker and all the dirty things while the grouch was still asleep. The Swede loved it. Was it really that obvious when Rekker came down in the morning that he'd been scratched up? The singer loved that idea.
"It's fucking hot when I scratch him. Oh video? As in webcam sex? That's cute, honey. Mick fell off the chair? Ooh, what were you two doing? Naughty."
He giggled and touched Ziggy's arm just loving that they were talking about their hot men together. Bjorn now drunk and wondering what juicy details Ziggy would say about his sex life with Ronno. So far it had been a laugh.
"I've heard about him blowing up shit. Toasters? He's a total blond but I can see why you like him."
"You get him so wound up." Ziggy started giggling again. "I've heard him growl when you walk in the room."
Heard and felt. One of the downsides of Rekker's illness that others didn't realize was his emotions were mind numbing loud to the Antheans, though at least they were usually positive emotions lately.
"It was one of the first times we were apart and we were just video chatting and masturbating. He gets crazy sometimes when he's horny."
Ziggy slid his hand over Bjorn's, glad for the contact. "He can be such a blonde but I think it's charming and sweet."
"You can hear him growl? You must have some good fucking hearing, honey. He growls in my ear sometimes behind me and pinches my ass."
Bjorn loved when Rekker did that because it usually ended up as rough sex depending on where they were. The bed, the car, the beach. Anywhere. The ginger was a horny bastard and the trashy blond loved every minute of it.
"So, you two were jerking off and video chatting and Mick---fell off his chair? It must have been some fucking horny chat."
The Swede just giggling and holding up his empty glass to Ziggy hoping the red head would fill it with something. Mick did sound charming and sweet and it seemed his clumsiness or whatever it was didn't seem to phase Ziggy. Maybe he liked aloof masculine men. Rekker? Well, he was just a fucking grumpy ginger asshole.
"Rekker is a grumpy ginger asshole but I love him."
"My dad says he growls at people when he's angry too." Ziggy thought it was just the red-head's response to intense emotions.
"Mick has a high, demanding sex drive." That was not a complaint at all. He preferred it that way as it better suited his more emotional mindset.
"He's a good man, I think, just troubled." Ziggy mentioned as he filled up Bjorn's glass. "He seems a lot happier than he was the first few times I met him."
"He does? Rekker is so fucking sexy when he growls. I love it when he's horny and is rough with me just wanting to rip my clothes off. He's done it so many times now but he knows he has to go out and buy me new ones because I'll bitch his ears off otherwise."
How many items of clothing had Rekker ripped off during a horny rage? Too many to count because each time the Swede had demanded that his sugar daddy buy him replacements. It was only right! Bjorn smirked and sipped at his refilled glass.
"Mick sounds a hot babe. Demanding sex drives are fun."
Bjorn was glad to hear that he was making a difference to the ginger's life. Making Rekker happy is something the singer wanted to do ever since the incident in the elevator.
"What's the dirtiest sex you've ever had with Mick and where?"
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on 2021-10-20 06:35 pm (UTC)Bjorn nudged Ziggy's sides playfully as he downed his drink and then proceeded to fill it up with Aquavit, also replenishing Ziggy's empty glass too. Having someone like Rekker made the Swede think about him constantly because he was so different to anyone he'd ever been with. Angry, emotional but also someone who came with issues and baggage that most would just walk away from. Bjorn would not, no matter how hard it got between them.
"Rekker is a soft, sweet man underneath all the grouchy ginger bastard exterior. I fucking love him. He teaches young disadvantaged kids guitar and singing lessons back at his mansion studio. He's strong and I love his huge arms and his ginger hair."
The Swede giggled and sipped his drink.
"What's the most you love about Mick?"
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on 2021-10-20 06:58 pm (UTC)Ziggy was proud of Mick and how far he'd come, as well as how he lived with so many struggles for so long. He deserved love and a happy live.
"Would you ever marry him?" Ziggy couldn't help but turn the question around, especially with what he was feeling coming off the Swede as he spoke. Ziggy liked the fact that there was so much love and affection around constantly. It helped buffer him against the outside and the negative emotions from others.
"Most? Shit." Ziggy took a long drink to think about this question. "I love that he is forgiving and always willing to keep going and keep trying. Physically, his eyes and his chest. I don't think I've ever seen him wear a shirt. Snow outside and no shirt."
He was exaggerating a little but it sure felt like it. "What do you love most about Rekker?"
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on 2021-10-23 06:30 pm (UTC)Bjorn giggled drunkenly and then filled up his glass once more taking large gulps. He knew he was going to get trashed this way but then he didn't want it any other way. At least he didn't have far to stumble towards the bed once he needed to pass out. Ziggy's question got the singer staring for a moment or two.
"Oh, honey that's---I don't know. I've never thought about marrying anyone before since I've never been serious with anybody. Not like this. But Rekker he's---well, he's different. I can't put my finger on it but I love him. So, maybe?"
The Swede shrugged a little but then found himself glancing over to where Rekker slept. Marrying him? Fuck. That was serious and something he hadn't even thought about but Ziggy might be right. Should he get married somewhere down the line? Offer Rekker a solid future? It might help.
"He does have a hot chiselled chest. No shirt even outside in the cold? Kinky boy. Maybe he liked a bit of stinging pain on his nipples."
Bjorn started to giggle harder at that.
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on 2021-10-23 06:49 pm (UTC)Ziggy was drinking heavily but he followed Bjorn's gaze to the man sleeping in the bed. He got caught up in watching the rise and fall of Rekker's sleeping breath and could feel it, the link between the two, the way they attached like vines slowly tangling around each other. There was also the pit of dark sadness inside Rekker, like oily quicksand when the Anthean felt it there. It worried him and he wondered how the ginger kept himself from going under all the time.
"Your relationship is new." Ziggy finally broke away from the darkness in Bjorn's lover. "Just don't do what Mick and I did and wait so long you regret that you didn't say or do something."
Ziggy got caught up in Mick's mortality sometimes, the loss that would come but Rekker was older and had tried to die. The whole thing made Ziggy feel ill at ease, more now than it had in the past when he met Rekker the first couple times. Maybe that was because he felt for Bjorn, the position he was in or the loss he might some day feel.
Bjorn's words got him laughing though and drinking again. "I lay awake next to him and can't stop touching his chest sometimes. I don't know about pain. Maybe I should nip his nipples sometime?" Ziggy grinned in a way that would show off his little fangs but now his mind was on very dirty things. The way the trashy singer yanked him out of his dark thoughts though brought his mind back to the guitarist in the bed. Maybe this was a good thing, if Bjorn did the same thing for Rekker.
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on 2021-10-23 07:01 pm (UTC)The problems associated with sleeping around, partying hard and choosing risque company. Bjorn just liked to live the glam lifestyle and enjoy himself no matter the consequences because he was reckless. Naive and young? Hans had often used those words to describe his younger brother.
"Yeah, it is new. Really fucking new, honey. We had an argument then a meltdown in an elevator shaft now this. The world is a weird fucking place let me tell you."
Taking a few gulps of drink Bjorn was then thinking about Ziggy's words and was then giggling about Mick. Oh, that boy would be in for some good times! Rekker would too because the Swede loved to rake his nails down that pale skin. Biting sometimes too. The Brit loved it.
"I bet Ronno would love his nipples bitten. Does he go in for having his balls nibbled too? A lot of guys like that."
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on 2021-10-23 07:18 pm (UTC)Ziggy had no idea why he was telling Bjorn this in the moment but that too felt right. He downed his drink and shrugged while wondering what the singer might make of it.
"The world is unpredictable all the fucking time." Ziggy shook his head looking between Bjorn and his sleeping lover. "I had a hundred guitarists try out and I had all but given up on finding anyone. I was ready to go on and just be the guitarist in the band myself then Mick strolls in the fucking door right when I was going to tell the producer I gave up."
Ziggy was thinking about Mick running away, chasing him. The arguments and the way the tried to ignore each other for years. It was madness.
"Is that what you do with your hot Brit?" Ziggy giggled pushing any darkness away. "Do you ever just stroke and kiss all over his arms? They're fucking hot, like Mick's." Ziggy could get into some dirty talk with the right person and it would definitely go to places that would embarrass Mick, probably. "His inner thighs or biting down his stomach before sucking him. It makes him moan like a whore."
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on 2021-10-23 07:44 pm (UTC)Hans had been mortified to learn that about his brother sleeping with a gang member who moved heroin and sometimes weapons. The streets were often a dangerous place and Bjorn was innocent in some regards, just seeing people at face value. A few drinks, a couple of snorts of coke and he was in bed with them. That part worried Hans and Blixt combined since the singer was far too easy.
"Hunter is a good man. My brother and him used to be together which you probably already know. Then, the overdose happened and---"
Bjorn cut off not wanting to think about his brother on his near death bed in the back of a fucking ambulance. It was bad. The singer had been driven to drink more and take more drugs, mixing them and allowing it to spiral out of control because of that. Taking dangerous amounts because he couldn't deal emotionally.
---yeah. Just, let's not talk about that, honey. We came to drink so---let's get trashed!"
The Swede often used drink or drugs as his emotional crux which he was doing now, filling up yet again and downing the whole thing near in one. He felt the alcohol warm his body and help his mind forget any pain. It was cute about Mick though finding Ziggy and the band when he did. Fuck the world what they thought!
"It's cute Mick found you like that. With Rekker, he likes to be scratched, bitten and is rough in bed. Maybe I should bite his inner thighs and see if he likes it. Ronno screams like a whore? I can imagine. Do you use cock rings or toys on him?"
Of course the conversation was delving ever deeper into the gutter.
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on 2021-10-23 07:59 pm (UTC)Ziggy reached across the table and took Bjorn's hand, in comfort and understanding. "I know. Something similar happened to my father." It wasn't exactly the same, the pressures were different but the rails he went off were the same. Drugs, drink, to forget what was crushing down on him.
He pulled away to take another drink and giggle. "He must be like a fucking bull in bed from the marks you're leaving on his back." Ziggy had noticed and just laughed more, girly and almost coy. " You scream like a whore too. Nothing wrong with it. That just means you're getting what you need." Ziggy screamed too when Mick got a hold of him the right way. Everyone got loud sometimes, or all the time. "We've messed around with them but honestly, we usually get so ready to go that we forget to do anything else."
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on 2021-10-23 08:08 pm (UTC)Damien's legs hadn't gone unnoticed on the Swede who saw how tall he was. An inch taller than Hans and about the same, or near to Aarne. The boy was lanky as fuck but hot and sexy. Perfect for that cute little drummer boy in Viktor's band. Taking another long drink, the singer sympathised with Ziggy regarding his father. Fuck. Tom had taken an OD too?
"Shit. That's rough, babe. Sorry to hear your old man OD'd. The world is a piece of fucking shit sometimes."
He reached over to hold Ziggy's hand squeezing briefly before letting go. It was odd because none of the drinks were chilled yet the red head's hand was quite cool. Maybe he was just cold.
"I do scream like a whore because I'm Rekker's private one. He loves that I am. I bet Ronno loves a good cock sucking. Ever fucked in the dressing room? I bet he's a kinky bastard who loves to whip it out in public."
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on 2021-10-23 08:18 pm (UTC)Jack had experience and no shame. Sometimes he and Ziggy ended up in tears, laughing as they tried to out think each other in the dirty department. "Damien's sweet but he'll tear someone apart. I heard he pulled a gun on some guys over Zack."
Which isn't surprising at all to Ziggy. Damien was strung out tight, like a wire ready to snap sometimes. It was a side effect of where they lived. Ziggy though was focused on holding Bjorn's hand. "He had a rough mission, his last one as an astronaut, and coming back caused too much stress and pressure." Nevermind all the things Ziggy couldn't mention about coming back for his father.
"I fucked him in a store changing room once." Ziggy starts laughing. "Gilly walked in on us and the look on his face. They didn't know we were together yet and it caused some shit but his expression is one of the funniest things I've ever seen." Ziggy nodded over at the bed. "How about him? What's he like to get into with you?"
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on 2021-10-23 08:27 pm (UTC)The Brit drummer was lucky to have such a man at his back. Zack, was so shy and Bjorn had picked this up when he tried talking to him for the first time. Didn't he sort of hide behind his long curls? Was he intimidated by the loud Swedish singer? Perhaps. Bjorn was pretty in your face for most.
"Your old man is tough too. A real gentleman too because he seems the type to be a hero and stuff. His friend, Robert? He's a cute old guy too and he's dating Erik that cute dark-haired guitarist. They're sweet together too. I bet Erik gets stuffed with that massive cock of Robert's every night."
Bjorn giggled, now very drunk and spouting filth as usual. As for Mick and Ziggy fucking in a changing booth? Fuck yeah! He loved it and cracked open another bottle, filling both their glasses up. Gilly, that tarty drummer? He'd get on with Lars. Or not? If they tarted at each other then it would end up being a bitchy tart fight.
"Gilly? He's cute. Dating Hunter, isn't he? Lars, my drummer, is a fucking tart too. I haven't fucked Rekker in a public place yet but I want to! Just to fuck people off more than anything."
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on 2021-10-23 08:44 pm (UTC)"My dad is strong and keeps everyone in line." Ziggy can remember various band members getting a talking to over time. "They are sweet together." Ziggy grinned. "From the sounds I hear, I imagine a big cock runs in the family."
Ziggy almost burst into giggles. This was fun and he downed more drink. "Lars and Gilly are either good friends or about to scratch each others' eyes out." That was what Ziggy saw in them anyway.
"Where would you want to fuck him?" Ziggy asked and then smiled. "Mick always wanted to on stage and we did that once. It was insane."
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on 2021-11-15 08:28 pm (UTC)"A big cock? I bet that cute guitarist loves getting pounded by Rekker's brother every night. He acts all sensible and quiet but I bet Robert is a beast in bed."
That only brought on more laughing as the singer drained his glass and pushed some of his bleached hair back from his face. As for his own hot older man? Well, Rekker was fucking hot and had a big cock too.
"The tarts might fight and I know Hunter will have to break them up if they do. Fuck if I'm getting involved in that. Uh oh---good question, babe. Anywhere? Up against a wall in a library? That would seriously piss everyone off and it would be fucking hot as hell."
Bjorn's eyes went wide when he heard what Ziggy said about Mick and himself.
"Fuck! You did? Live on fucking air? That takes guts, honey. I love it! Was Mick nice and hard for you?"
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on 2021-11-17 03:24 am (UTC)Ziggy couldn't tell Bjorn exactly what he knew because of his empathy but he felt the difference in the ginger. Ziggy refilled Bjorn's glass feeling good about the two people his father was closest to finding stability and affection.
"Weird's good at shutting up the tarts." Ziggy knew that from the day they met. The man had a way of shutting Gilly down with a word. "What makes the library hot?"
Ziggy was openly curious, as side from the obvious way the noise would carry in such a quiet space.
"Mick snaps sometimes." Ziggy mentions before finishing his drink and pouring another. "Our country is oppressive and he spent, both of us spent, a long time ignoring each other. I think it was hard on him, a lot harder than it was on me because I was never taught th social norms. My parents.. homeschooled me so I didn't pick up all the shit that comes from social interactions."
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on 2021-12-14 09:29 pm (UTC)Bjorn took the newly refilled glass and swallowed some more booze, feeling it slip down his throat like water. Fuck, it was good to socialise with people like Ziggy. He was a fucking riot! Weird? Wasn't he the quiet bassist who didn't say anything? Weird in name and action.
"Weird is your bassist isn't he? Quiet boy with long sideburns. Gloria seems to like them though. Has he ever slugged some fuck head in the face for insulting you or tarty Gilly? I can guess he would be the type to tell Gilly to shut the fuck up if he tarted at people."
As for Mick? Bjorn nodded. He could guess that about the guitarist since he seemed shy and softly spoken when not drunk. But the Swede guessed he was angry and fucked off with the world underneath his soft green eyes and boyish exterior. The whole fucking world could piss off sometimes.
"Ronno seems the type of boy to snap at shit when it fucks him off. I don't blame him. He's fucking hot though and has a nice ass. But Rekker's is all mine."
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on 2021-12-15 12:55 am (UTC)It had to be said because it was so that way.. the hair pulling and teasing seemed endless but it was always with a huge grin or a laugh. That was sweet and Ziggy felt for the man who had been so despairing a few years ago when they first met.
He nodded in agreement to Weird's identity and then smiled. "One of the best introductions I've done. She's a feisty woman and I've seen her put the punks in line but she has a good heart. I think she's as likely to slug someone in the mouth as he is." It was adorable that they were both quiet, proper people but behind it was someone who'd kick an ass if pushed. "Weird can just look at him and he shuts his mouth."
"Those tight silk pants." Ziggy giggled thinking about them and then nodded. "Rekker's arms are fucking hot. I imagine it's a turn on to be wrapped up in them at night. Mick's arms do the same to me." They both had hot men, and honestly, physically Rekker was Ziggy's type; incredibly masculine and physically affectionate just like Mick. The emotional and mental instability, the personality, those were not his type but he's glad they are Bjorn's type. Everyone deserved to be loved like this.
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on 2022-01-01 07:13 pm (UTC)Bjorn loved talking to Ziggy about his man and it seemed the Brit singer loved talking about Ronno too. Nothing kept hidden about their men just how the trashy Swede liked it. He was open about sex so why not talk about hot men? The way Rekker treated Bjorn was very much like a boy in the playground crushing a girl.
"Tight pants can be really fucking sexy. Have you ever wanted Ronno to rip your clothes off in lust? Rekker does that to me. He can't help but rip my clothes off and ravish me sometimes against the nearest hard object or wall."
The Swede drank some more and giggled hard for a good few moments. They really were like girls giggling over their hot men and talking dirty things about them.
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on 2022-01-02 07:11 pm (UTC)"Rip them off? No, but I do like being put against a wall especially with my back to it and Mick picks me up." That show of strength and lust was something Ziggy definitely enjoyed. "Have you ever rode his lap and made him stroke your cock? When Mick pulls me into his lap like that I know I'm going to be screaming."
And he loved it. Ziggy saw nothing wrong with being open about lust, desire or sexuality. He wasn't about to go into intimate details but expressing what he liked, or didn't like, sexually was no different than talking about food or clothing for the Anthean. It was merely a personal preference. He glanced back over at Rekker curled up under the blankets and smiled.
"He looks like a man who will fuck your brains out and then hold you all night." Ziggy appreciated that about Mick too. Being held gently after sex always felt so good even if Mick's body was so fucking hot it was near uncomfortable sometimes.
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on 2022-01-24 07:16 pm (UTC)The blond just giggled and drank some more of his drink, licking his lips as his gaze drifted over to the sleeping ginger. Rekker was often like a grumpy grizzly bear; protective over those he loved and viciously violent over those he hated. He also had a mean temper too.
"Oh, he is, babe. Rekker gets rough too---biting, slapping and he loves pulling my hair too. I rake my nails down his skin and he likes that. What else do you and Mick like doing in bed?"
Bjorn liked this conversation with Ziggy because it was hard to find someone like the red head to talk to considering all the other band members were mostly boys. Ziggy was like a girl you could talk to about hot boys and girly things.
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on 2022-01-25 11:07 am (UTC)Ziggy watched how Bjorn looked at Rekker and could feel the emotions. The two of them were so in love with each other and both had such loud emotions. Then he's laughing while trying to take a drink. "I know about the scratching. He comes down in the morning looking like he lost a battle with barbed wire."
And he loved it obviously. Ziggy could feel the satisfaction and happiness when the ginger appeared covered in scratches. Ziggy was definitely more feminine than the others and paused to take a long drink while thinking about Bjorn's question.
Then he got the most devious grin. "When we have to be apart, sometimes we watch each other over video. I got him so hot one time he fell out of the chair he was in." Of course, Ziggy couldn't hold in all the girlish giggles. Mick was adorable when he mucked up something. Maybe other people wouldn't like it but Ziggy found it endearing.
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on 2022-01-25 06:52 pm (UTC)Bjorn nodded smirking coyly while finishing off his glass of booze and snorting out an amused giggle because this was fucking hilarious! Just talking about Rekker and all the dirty things while the grouch was still asleep. The Swede loved it. Was it really that obvious when Rekker came down in the morning that he'd been scratched up? The singer loved that idea.
"It's fucking hot when I scratch him. Oh video? As in webcam sex? That's cute, honey. Mick fell off the chair? Ooh, what were you two doing? Naughty."
He giggled and touched Ziggy's arm just loving that they were talking about their hot men together. Bjorn now drunk and wondering what juicy details Ziggy would say about his sex life with Ronno. So far it had been a laugh.
"I've heard about him blowing up shit. Toasters? He's a total blond but I can see why you like him."
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on 2022-01-25 07:04 pm (UTC)Heard and felt. One of the downsides of Rekker's illness that others didn't realize was his emotions were mind numbing loud to the Antheans, though at least they were usually positive emotions lately.
"It was one of the first times we were apart and we were just video chatting and masturbating. He gets crazy sometimes when he's horny."
Ziggy slid his hand over Bjorn's, glad for the contact. "He can be such a blonde but I think it's charming and sweet."
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on 2022-01-27 08:56 pm (UTC)Bjorn loved when Rekker did that because it usually ended up as rough sex depending on where they were. The bed, the car, the beach. Anywhere. The ginger was a horny bastard and the trashy blond loved every minute of it.
"So, you two were jerking off and video chatting and Mick---fell off his chair? It must have been some fucking horny chat."
The Swede just giggling and holding up his empty glass to Ziggy hoping the red head would fill it with something. Mick did sound charming and sweet and it seemed his clumsiness or whatever it was didn't seem to phase Ziggy. Maybe he liked aloof masculine men. Rekker? Well, he was just a fucking grumpy ginger asshole.
"Rekker is a grumpy ginger asshole but I love him."
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on 2022-01-27 09:32 pm (UTC)"Mick has a high, demanding sex drive." That was not a complaint at all. He preferred it that way as it better suited his more emotional mindset.
"He's a good man, I think, just troubled." Ziggy mentioned as he filled up Bjorn's glass. "He seems a lot happier than he was the first few times I met him."
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on 2022-01-28 08:52 pm (UTC)How many items of clothing had Rekker ripped off during a horny rage? Too many to count because each time the Swede had demanded that his sugar daddy buy him replacements. It was only right! Bjorn smirked and sipped at his refilled glass.
"Mick sounds a hot babe. Demanding sex drives are fun."
Bjorn was glad to hear that he was making a difference to the ginger's life. Making Rekker happy is something the singer wanted to do ever since the incident in the elevator.
"What's the dirtiest sex you've ever had with Mick and where?"
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